(Don't read this part it doesn't make sense, ooops you read it, It's okay, go on for the next paragraph.)
I don't expect what's next after the fired gun that is being heard by the players. I also don't know why they need to run fast to reach the other end, oh! Now I know, it’s a race. These people who run are not being molded just for a night with a wet shirt, a painful muscle and a bottle of water but with nights, wet shirts and gallons of water. Like life, you won't gain things with a day, you cannot reach your destination with a step, you cannot see the value of life with an experience, and you cannot feel love with a one-sided love (Oh! I once again nearly
forgot, you cannot become a bride with an overnight, try to do overnightssss^^).
Life and love maturities cannot be judged with our physical eyes. It's something that eventhough you don't shout it, it can be still heard by anybody but most especially by Somebody. I don't even know how it works, but one thing for sure we functioning to make it work.
An inspiration came yesterday morning and it was like this (here we go!), there were too many Jeepneys full of passengers passed by in front of me but I chose to ride a tricycle (these are not the object of this inspiration but the driver* and the passenger*). A teaseful (does this word exist?) time has just quickly passed by. Then I realized that Jesus was the driver eagerly looking for a passenger so that he can bring something home to overcome his thirst and hunger also for passengers to overcome their long waiting and I was the passenger whom he passionately looking for to give a ride. By that time I witnessed that I felt the heart and the fulfillment of the driver's happiness- to give a ride to his longing passengers. It was also like the heart of Jesus when he found us longing for a ride, a ride that will give me a direction in life and a ride that won't bring me to any destruction but only to his dwelling place and His Heaven's realm.[It will be explained soon in detail.] When these things came in my mind, I greatly realized that I am also a driver now^^.
Look at things not only with your tantalizing physical eyes because everything that is physical will not end for eternity, but look at the things using your glimmered loving spiritual eyes because everything that is composed of love will never see the end
Before and after I passed from Egypt to Canaan, the only realization is LOVE. I was once so jealous to others who realize deeper than I. But when I opened my spiritual eyes and ears inspiration came "Love is the center, Love is the core, Love is the reason, Love is the purpose and Love makes you stay. That is the center, the core, the reason and the purpose. You realized and valued it, and that is the reason why the word stay is defined for eternity. "
You will never be senseless when you learned how to value it. You will never look for deficit when you calculated its profits. You will never see emptiness when you see its opulence (thanks to Dictionary dot com ^^).
I always wonder, what's in me? The question can be answered easily but i don’t know why I can't answer it. Is it because my IQ is just 105 (uy not yet sure, maybe higher^^), maybe because I'm too thin (what's the connect?) or maybe the answer is on the 5th paragraph of this note (try to read it again^^).
As I always said to myself "It's not a new beginning, it’s a better beginning. Make that better beginning shine at its best splendor not in the eyes of people but in the eyes of someone who first saw you (and still seeing you), who burned you (and still burning you), who loved you (and still loving you) and who set the condition of prayer for you (and still praying for you)."
Let's begin for a better beginning.
Shalom!
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*Driver- Jesus
*Brides- us
*Other driver- Satan
